dan bila esok

bangun pagi. tengok housemate tengah bancuh air kat dapur.

terus wa tanya.
"gi posting tak dok?"

"pegi la.takkan lah tak pegi."
jawab si jebon sambil gelak-gelak.

wa sambung lagi.
"ok.wa mandi jap."

lepas lebih kurang 15 minit, dah siap mandi.
pakai deodorant, bedak, t shirt kolar.tinggal nak sembur perfume je.
tapi tengok belakang pintu gantung-gantung seluar.
terus wa capai short basket.

wa pun cakap kat si jebon.
"wa rasa malas nak pegi lah pulak."

macam biasa.jebon gelak je.


masuk ni, dah tiga kali benda macam ni jadi.
bangun pagi. siap dah mandi. pakai baju semua.
terus wa cancel nak pergi posting.
haish....
=.="






reminder/remainder: how would u response if u had the chance to know my feeling.
would u run?or would u hide? would u void? or would u vanish?

guess it doesnt matter anymore.
cause now,i will never have the chance to ask u
" would a girl like u fall for a guy like me? "

good for me

baru balik dari hospital.

siyes wa rasa cam haram.

punya la semangat siap awal pagi pergi posting.

pastu lepak-lepak setengah jam.

tau-tau dah amik attendance.

memang terbaek la.

dah la tu, bukan semua orang tau dah amik attendance.

maen suka je bagi attendance.

bukan nak tanya orang laen kot-kot ada orang lagi datang tapi lambat sikit ke.

mana tau agak-agak dia saket perut ke. cirit ke. terkincit ke. muntah ke. berak darah ke.

maen bagi ikot mata kasar je.

memang terbaek la.

sebab dah memang mentaliti kot, budak jahat jarang gi kelas, jarang gi posting. memang takkan datang kan.

biasa lah tu.....


lu dah spoil mood wa pagi-pagi lagi.

lagi bagus nye. memang terbantut niat wa nak pergi belajar apa yang patut kat hospital tu.

ummi

sedang menonton series.

tetiba hati terus sebak.

hanya kerana ayat ini.


"whats great bout a mother is no matter what u've said, or what u've done, she'll always forgive you."



terus aku abis kan series tu dengan sebak nye.

man's heart

a man's heart may tell u how he lived....

sometimes...

it may also tells u how he died.


but, i guess u'll never figure sumthing really important thru it.


coz it will never tells u how he loved......




reminder/remainder : ye saya. i really like u. i do miss u sumtimes. tapi, sebab aku terlalu takut. dats the most i can do for now. :(

too good to be true.

for me

feeling is sumthing which could stand forever

it is when u feel it was a right one.


hurm....

kalau aku mampu untuk cakap atau berkata-kata.

maka,

lagu sofea jane yang black nyanyi memang sesuai dengan situasi ni.


dan.

for me to prepare for the worst.

and all the consequences,

lagu dan bila esok memang padan lah.

hidup lagi la

Wa pun tak sure wa gila ke tak.

Tapi wa rasa wa waras lagi.

Nak gelak kat diri sendiri pun ada gak.

Hahahahahahahahaha.